I cannot be everyone's ear.

I'm so frustrated with things lately. For once, my family and I are getting along; however - everything else is getting in the way and I don't think that I should be responsible for it. I've got a friend who's dying of breast cancer, but she's not willing to do anything with her life - she's just letting the cancer over take her, and I hate it. I may not understand totally, but I'm not willing to let her go down without a fight. I think it's unfair to all the people who DO love her to see her in this state, and it makes me question my own goals. It's the old thought of, you never know when you're going to die. It could be today, tomorrow, or the day after - maybe 10 years down the road, it's never something that you can plan, which is why I'm taking really good steps. I'm making every day worth the while, and I'm going to stop taking things that I have, people that I have in my life for granted. Sure, it's baby steps - but we all have to start somewhere.

I mean, sure, this is a really small entry, but this will also be my second night without a lot of sleep.

So - Good Night.